To understand me and get into my (Elma) life I have to tell you who I am and what I have done. So I tell.
I live in Finland, Oulu. I have also been living in Suomussalmi, Haukipudas and Järvenpää in the past. I was born in 1983 and I’m the only child of my mother. My mother brought up me. I had very free childhood; not many rules and most things were up to me myself. I liked that method as most of you would have done too. Luckily I didn’t end up to a criminal junkie.
I wasn’t always happy. My parents got divorced and after that I found out that actually my dad wasn’t really my dad and after all he wasn’t the first candidate back then. In fact I have never seen my biological dad, nor I have an idea if he lives at all anymore. All this have affected to me and I’m still a little bit confused of everything. What and who can I trust? I have never been in love, neither been dating. All that is very strange to me, which I have never really understood. Maybe it’s because of my confusing childhood.
I was an average kid in the junior school (ala-aste). Grades variated from 7-10 in scale of 4-10 where 10 being the best. I did quite a lof of sport: skiing, skating, football, tennis and many more. In 7th level I changed my friends. Earlier friends were two years older than me and they started to drink and hang out in the city. I decided not to start that hobby and had to find new friends (just only one friend from that time is still my good buddy; he is Chinese and just yesterday I played Uno card game with him). Thus I got quite many new friends: Tuska, Carju, Ultra, papu, Ari (each of them has been presented in the Elma scene). I was quite lucky because we all were studing orientated and I improved my grades. The best grade average was 9.3, which is extremely good, at least in my opinion. The first 1½ years of the upper secondary school (lukio, ett gymnasium) I kept on my grades but then I bought my first computer, in December 1999. My mother has never been rich so we didn’t always have the newest machines. For example I have never had VHS player or any console (it’s not like I didn’t have bed and bread; that’s not my point, don’t get mad). Things which I wanted I had to buy myself (well, at least to pay one part of it) except clothes. I learned to value material that I got.
Computer. I wasn’t totally newbie with computers when I got my own because I had used them at friends’ homes and school. I had been hoping for own computer for years and one day I had saved enough money for it; damn I was happy. I didn’t do anything else except sat in front of my new computer. I had promised to design the best Across/Elma site that is ever seen and that’s still my main goal in my computer world. School grades dropped to 8 but that was anything dramatic because later I still got free entrance to the Oulu university. The another bad thing: I stopped sport. The good things: I have got many many new friends and lots of fun. I also study information engineering in the university so I’m kind of ‘forced’ to use computer. On computer I play Elma, irc, design web sites and develope Moposite. Sometimes I might watch a movie. I don’t play any other games.
Today I’m 21 years and 11 months old guy. I’m rather busy with all kind of things and that’s the reason why we don’t see things happening in the Moposite. I love to develope, code and design Moposite but the truth is that I priorite university, real life friends and nowadays also sport higher. I also work a little bit. One big reason why I created this blog is that some people would understand why it’s not easy to maintain such a big site.
University takes about 30h in a week. Friends maybe another 30h. Sport is back to my life since New year eve 2005. We launched a competition who gets most “sport points” during the year 2005. Both me and px are in the competition. This is a great thing because I get better shape (you know, I’m today 97kg and I was about 82kg when I got my computer, and I’m just 180cm tall). It’s not just physical shape but also my mind is refreshed and I feel much better and more energic. Sport is about 15h in a week. So these three things take about 75h of the week when the whole week is 168h. I also sleep every night 7-8h so after some calculations we see I got about 40 hours in a week for the rest. I’m also addicted to IRC… you know.
But it’s not this sad. I have a todo list (which I might publish one day) and there are not many lines left before Moposite. I’m soon back with new ideas and pages.